Throw it all away

1/2 a year! Contradictions

2005-05-17T22:17:00.000-07:00

Hey!today was really screwed up,yet alright at the same time... contradicting!!! anyways.today jonita and i are 6months! yeah!! i love her... forever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever

AMEN!

well i'm sorry for everything that i've done, be it indirectly or directly
and thank you for all that you have done for me and given to me.every moment spent with you, is a moment i treasure.being with you is just.... GREAT!!! better than great... it just can't be expressed in words.i love you baby and i really hope we would last really long without things that would break us apart.those hugs and kisses and everything else meant the world to me!well, i'm just sorry for every single thing that i've done and thank you for everything too

I LOVE YOU BABY!!!

well hope there would be less misunderstandings, quarrels or fights... i can't hope that there won't be any as that would be impossible...really!oh well its fights that brings people closer together OR it can make things worst.Love you always.take care
Remember i'm here for ya whenever and wherever just a call away

hold me in your arms
never let me go
i wanna spend the eternity with you

i love you always!baby!happy 6 months

-In loving memory

Weirdo day

2005-05-13T23:22:00.000-07:00

Today was kind of pissing of... like having mood swings.. It was happy then sad then happy then sad then happy then sad!blah! and it is also Friday the 13th.Bad luck day.oh well...today i tried to settle some conflict thing between 2 sides of our group.yeah and it did not work out right, i thought i was kind of a rush, so i just decided to let it slide and wait for another time.
The thing is that it was all about Her!!! EXTRA!yuck!!! blah!!!and she just had to cause all these problems...hope she has fun with her parents tomorrow!!!Anyways... things began to come out right.The whole bunch of us, matthew.aggassiz,jonita,melinda and myself had dinner at ryan's place and yeah dinner was nice!Yupp, Trina and lynette had left earlier on and were not able to stay for dinner.... the day ended up alright for me... so remember what i wrote up there abput the happy then sad then happy then sad.... i forgot... it ended on happy... not on the sad part!
Alright....Nights... Sleep tight

-In loving memory

If all else fails... Jamming

2005-05-12T22:17:00.000-07:00

Alright!Well i have not been updating my old blog and well heres my new one.Anyways...today was the day all my exams finished and it was really relieveing for me!Anyways.The band went Jamming today and well it helped us relieve ourselves.At first we had alot of cahtching up to do.We had to choose a few songs that we were to play at a party and stuff like that...the administarion rubbish! We started off bad..well we have not been jamming for quite some time and after awhile we caught the hang of it again... it was like learning how to walk right from the start. The songs we played yesterday were: One last breathe(creed).Here without you(3 doors down).Be like that(3 doors down) and finally one way(hillsongs).We still have to practice our other songs like there is(box car racer).Kryptonite(3 doors down).Californication(red hot chilli peppers)and lastly, i'm not okay(my chemical romance) Jamming went out great especially when we played one way... where i was jumping around like a MONKEY!!!blah! I left jamming earlier and after that the rest came to my place to hang till 12plus... Well during jamming the thing i learnt is that..when all else fails...refer back to church songs.. it boosts up our spirit!!

-In loving memory